I want to be good at something, Rohan. Maybe not famous for it, necessarily, but...
I want to feel like I was meant to do something. You were meant to be a mangaka, it's obvious. You love it, and you're good at it, and it's a part of you. It's a part of who you are.
I don't have that. The thing that became a part of who I am is "ghost". There's no future in that.
I'm just answering your question, you know. You asked whether I had something I like doing more than anything else, and the answer is no. That doesn't mean I'm unhappy with what I have.
...Does it bother you, hearing me admit to something like that? That I don't think I have that sort of "passion", I mean.
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I want to feel like I was meant to do something. You were meant to be a mangaka, it's obvious. You love it, and you're good at it, and it's a part of you. It's a part of who you are.
I don't have that. The thing that became a part of who I am is "ghost". There's no future in that.
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However, you're not a ghost here, Reimi. You own a cat cafe and have friends, right?
[ Wasn't that something he was working on, after all? Seeing past the history. Seeing past the ghost. ]
I can't tell you how to find something you were meant to do, if it exists. Maybe you're not actually missing anything.
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...Does it bother you, hearing me admit to something like that? That I don't think I have that sort of "passion", I mean.
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Though if you weren't happy, I'd tell you that you should probably do something else until you are. Though, I'm sure you'd figure it out on your own.