[She lets it all out, and when she's done she discovers that she can't even really remember why it was so important to her that he remember, too. It seems silly, almost, in retrospect. Why would she want that? All things considered, it was probably for the best that he couldn't recall a bit of that night. And if it meant forgetting her entirely, even the time they'd spent together before her life came to an end that summer in 1983, then really, that should've been a small price to pay.
It's not until he hugs her that she manages to figure out what it was. Why it'd hurt, when it shouldn't have hurt. Why she'd subconsciously staked so much on the hope of him sharing those memories.]
D-Do I what...?
[He's warm, and it feels safe to be close to him, and what she told Abbacchio once still rings entirely true: Rohan really is the most important person left in the world for her. He's the only one left, and his life is the testament to her sacrifice.
Of course it hurts to think that she doesn't have a place in his memories. It's just one more way she'd been left lonely. One more thing Kira's knife took away from her.]
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It's not until he hugs her that she manages to figure out what it was. Why it'd hurt, when it shouldn't have hurt. Why she'd subconsciously staked so much on the hope of him sharing those memories.]
D-Do I what...?
[He's warm, and it feels safe to be close to him, and what she told Abbacchio once still rings entirely true: Rohan really is the most important person left in the world for her. He's the only one left, and his life is the testament to her sacrifice.
Of course it hurts to think that she doesn't have a place in his memories. It's just one more way she'd been left lonely. One more thing Kira's knife took away from her.]
Rohan...