[ He feels for her. Probably more than he'll ever really articulate to her or know, but he knows. He knows what she means when she says it because that is how it feels. How it always has felt, even when he didn't put a word to it. It was as if the decisions were being made without him. His entire self had decided for him that this person would be the object of every ounce of his affection, and he'd never have those feelings if it weren't for her. She would get every bit of that from him. And, he was left in the dust - the last to know.
And every moment he lives with that knowledge, the more and more he can see everything that led him here. And maybe that is why what Setsura says makes him feel for her because the moment you catch up with what the rest of you is doing, the harder and harder it is to stop - even if you wanted to, even if you tried.
He knows what it feels like. And he thinks of Reimi before he messages. Thinks of the choices he's made to simply be closer to her - and he'd do anything for her. And he wonders if that is why Setsura could so accurately tell him what it felt like. What each moment was like when you just want someone so much that you can't imagine existing without them.
Or maybe she isn't there yet. Rohan doesn't know. But there is something. And she's helped him, maybe even when he wasn't ready to hear the help. ]
And the rest of you is just learning this fact, isn't it?
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And every moment he lives with that knowledge, the more and more he can see everything that led him here. And maybe that is why what Setsura says makes him feel for her because the moment you catch up with what the rest of you is doing, the harder and harder it is to stop - even if you wanted to, even if you tried.
He knows what it feels like. And he thinks of Reimi before he messages. Thinks of the choices he's made to simply be closer to her - and he'd do anything for her. And he wonders if that is why Setsura could so accurately tell him what it felt like. What each moment was like when you just want someone so much that you can't imagine existing without them.
Or maybe she isn't there yet. Rohan doesn't know. But there is something. And she's helped him, maybe even when he wasn't ready to hear the help. ]
And the rest of you is just learning this fact, isn't it?